Sunday, May 10, 2009
memories are the worst enemies. when you least expects them, they sent jolts of nostalgia and feelings of unrequited losses into your mind. how can you forget something that you have been committed to etch into yourself, when it has already become a part of who you are?
i was by that telephone post yesterday. the feelings of anxiety and finally, joyous relief - i could still feel their presence as if they were just right beside me. the pact was simple - a commitment that we made to each other to stay together as how we were back then. i was prepared to stay beside you even if the news on the other end of the line could devastate you and me.
but everything has changed.
you were no longer that person i knew that night by the telephone post.
maybe me too...
can i just delete everything?
all these unnecessary lingers to the past...
because what is the point when i am the only one who still remembers them?
i was by that telephone post yesterday. the feelings of anxiety and finally, joyous relief - i could still feel their presence as if they were just right beside me. the pact was simple - a commitment that we made to each other to stay together as how we were back then. i was prepared to stay beside you even if the news on the other end of the line could devastate you and me.
but everything has changed.
you were no longer that person i knew that night by the telephone post.
maybe me too...
can i just delete everything?
all these unnecessary lingers to the past...
because what is the point when i am the only one who still remembers them?
5:51 PM, i wrote.
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