i have tried so hard.
i believe i did try, always did.
i have dreamed of the day when i no longer have to stare at the brilliant sky in a daze and awaiting. waiting for something that may not even come true. like i am perpetually reaching out for the clouds - an unattainable fleeting dream.
today, i still stare blankly across the lonesome sky. but i don't think i am waiting anymore.
my hands are tied and weary.
i have tried enough.