we live to seek our definition of happiness, therein lies the justification of all our actions and thoughts. it is this pursuit that let us believe; that makes us the persons we are; that makes our existence worthwhile.
so many of us are constantly trying to fill in the missing blanks in our life. yet, so many times, we don't quite understand what we are looking for exactly. it can be at that spur of a moment, we are contended with our sum of happiness. yet, at the next, we realize the equation of happiness seemed to fall short of what we wanted. and so, we let the viscious cycle continues.
how can we be constant with our equation of happiness? can we really be contended?
can i be constant with who i am? and even if i can, can the people around me be the way they always are?
i seek constancy. but i am starting to believe that change is the only constancy that is left for me to seek.