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Thursday, December 25, 2008
a post for the coming present.
this is a post for the coming present.

as the colors of the night blurred, the neon lights seemed to ridicule those with an unbearable lightness in their hearts. those - those that hear the screeching screams of silence; those that prayed, ever so solemnly, that the deafening melodies would just stop.

desires fall short of an actual purpose. cravings are satisfied yet the heart seems unfulfillable. i will take a photo and frame this moment to an eternity. and i will send this eternity to you, my future. ever so hoping for you to understand and to forgive my own undoing, my silly fantasies and my unrealistic expectations of you.

11:52 PM, i wrote.
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008
五月天-突然想起你
最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息

想念如果會有聲音
不願那是悲傷的哭泣
事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己
只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

突然好想你
你會在哪裡
過的快樂或委屈
突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

我們像一首最美麗的歌曲
變成兩部悲傷的電影
為甚麼你帶我走過最難忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的紀念品

我們 那麼甜 那麼美 那麼相信 那麼瘋 那麼熱烈的曾經
為何我們還是要奔向各自的幸福和遺憾中老去

突然好想你
你會在哪裡
過的快樂或委屈
突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空氣突然安靜
最怕朋友突然的關心
最怕回憶 突然翻滾絞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 聽到你的消息

最怕此生已經決心自己過 沒有你
卻又突然 聽到你的消息

11:02 PM, i wrote.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i must be the greatest idiot in the world.

why am i hugging xiaobao again? sigh.

2:24 AM, i wrote.
1 comments, you wrote.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
when you got through a struggle, you learned to grow.
when the pieces were picked up, you made a point to stop regretting.
when you finally realize the ignorance of some people towards their mistakes, you knew just how pointless it is to still feel anything for them.

the clouds have subsided.

and now, i want to run away.
to a place so far away, so far away.

1:32 PM, i wrote.
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Tuesday, December 9, 2008
what should i do now?

12:48 AM, i wrote.
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Sunday, December 7, 2008
"i never really faced it. i just ran."

why do i still care about you?

"people move on quickly, nobody will really appreciate this kind of sentimentalism."

i guessed i made a fool of myself caring too much ba. oh well.


on a happier note.
school's out. yippie.

10:14 PM, i wrote.
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