it seems like such a long time ago that i was anticipating for today to come. i really thought this will come, i believed in it and i really hoped for it. but somehow things are just not meant to be. the future that i knew had fallen apart. the past that i held onto became nothing but an empty promise. yet somehow, as the day drew, my heart felt heavy. the wound hurts again, and how much more it can still tear me apart, i really don't want to know.
there was that one night i wished for this day to come, but tonight i just wished for everything to be bygones and forgotten.