Monday, October 27, 2008
i sort of hope you will be missing me too.
guess i am just thinking too much.
oh well.
guess i am just thinking too much.
oh well.
2:20 AM, i wrote.
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Friday, October 24, 2008
uber-tired.
my life has just been tossed into panic mode.
school is draining my health, sucking the life out of me!
endless projects, and there are still more coming when its only 5 more weeks to exams.
my webcasts aren't up to date. deadlines are everywhere! and worse, i get feverish almost every other night. :(
the last good thing that happened were the code edge workshops.
one word - BREATHTAKING. literally. and its surreal to take their classes after hours spent on their youtube videos. i can't wait for monday to come - going for meredith's jazz workshop!
school is draining my health, sucking the life out of me!
endless projects, and there are still more coming when its only 5 more weeks to exams.
my webcasts aren't up to date. deadlines are everywhere! and worse, i get feverish almost every other night. :(
the last good thing that happened were the code edge workshops.
one word - BREATHTAKING. literally. and its surreal to take their classes after hours spent on their youtube videos. i can't wait for monday to come - going for meredith's jazz workshop!
12:26 AM, i wrote.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
let me leave everything behind.
because the past hurts too much.
because the past hurts too much.
9:01 PM, i wrote.
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Sunday, October 5, 2008
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
i keep asking myself questions recently. it just creeps in, unexpectedly.
when two people have to come to this point, it is inevitable for questions. i have ignored them since then - i want to be sane. i don't want to repeat my mistakes, wasting away the time i have. i overestimated myself - i thought i can keep holding on, but the nights just break me.
what have we forgotten along the way? what have we done at that point in time? what have we taken for granted? what have we put down through it?
i need to realize just how much it pains me now. i have put them aside all this while. but now, i have to face the music. i realized i already got all the answers to the questions from the silence of the nights.
i am letting it go now.
i am glad you found someone.
i wish you the best possible happiness you can ever find...
2:14 AM, i wrote.
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