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Thursday, September 4, 2008
why do i still care?

why won't your face go away? why do i still twitch when i remember? why do i walk on heavy footsteps as i past the places we have been before?

why am i pushing myself to breaking point?

why am i writing this anyway?

i am not sad - don't misunderstand.
i feel free, liberated. the smile on my face isn't a facade - i am not that melodramatic and you don't deserve any more grief. i am happy with how life has played on on me right now.

i just don't understand - why do i still care?
tonight i pray, that your face will fade away.

12:44 AM, i wrote.
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