funny.
i tried so hard to cry again today, but i just couldn't.
it was beguiling.
there just weren't any sense of grief or despair. neither was there a sense of hopelessness.
i just can't cry for you anymore.
on the contrary, i feet anger - dark, haunting and hollow.
i want so much to hurt and inflict pain.
i want to destroy.
i want to erase.
funny, just to know how strong i am right now.
melodrama aside, decide to blog again. woo, celebrate.